Update

It has been a busy few weeks here.  First we had Sage's birthday party, then Thanksgiving and getting all the Christmas decorations out, throw in a few events I had to plan for the Town and then I had laparoscopic surgery last Friday.  As if that wasn't enough, we then had our kitchen countertops removed on Monday in preparation for our new Quartz countertops.  I am recovering well from surgery and starting to feel like myself.  The good news is that our fertility doctor didn't find anything but that is also the bad news - that he didn't find anything and we are back to square one.   We are almost 2 years into this journey of trying to have another child.  It has been a difficult one - trying on our own, working with our fertility doctor, having the miscarriage in January and the multiple failed attempts to get pregnant.  It is a hard subject to talk about and that is why I don't mention it a lot on the blog.   This year has been a tough one and I am glad to see it coming to a close.   As I sit here and write this I am listening to Sage through the monitor - she is singing herself to sleep.  I know we are very fortunate for our beautiful girl and I cherish each day I get to be her Mom.  That is what I focus on.